just crazy

why is this happening?
i am beginning to wonder if God really wants me to go to California, or what. no new vehicle. have to get new hose on the van. have to get new tires on the van. will probably need new brakes on the van. so, i have a sick van.
that is not it.
i have to get tb skin test. they tried to have me get a mmr shot. then they said i had to go to danville (almost three hours from me) to get fingerprinted. paperwork, paperwork and more paperwork. at least today i got the call that i can pass on the fingerprints because they "found" mine on file where ever they keep them on file for the VA.
so NOW, i am coming down with a major sinus infection!!
i think Illinois is just trying to kill me.
maybe the hospital where i suffered all day? at least the physicians assistant gave me an antibiotic (so i can get thrush and a yeast infection). wish i could have something to clear my nose and make me breathe! a touch of vicks vaporub helped for like 5 minutes. i swear i smell something but i really don't know. it is not a normal smell of my house. thing about it is that i cannot tell if that smell is really there, or just some odor trapped in my nose, because i think it is the same smell i smelled at work today.
i take that back. Illinois and the hospital is not trying to kill me. just make me believe i am crazy.